feeling

Sometimes I don't really understand what I feel. It's confusing me. I don't know whether I should be happy or sad with the situation, with what is happening. Sometimes I think I should be happy with the situation but my feeling tell me that I  actually wasn't. Sometimes I think I am really sad, but deep down I am actually happy for what is happening around me. Lol its hard to be me, but I didn't want to be anyone else. Do not talk to me when I am not in the mood to talk. You might hurt, so bad. I don't want anyone to get hurt by my words. So when I need my own time, give me space. Thank you in advance.

Yang sebenarnya i tengah sedih ;( that unwanted feeling bitch. Its killing me inside out xx